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hajile kalaike

"safiya"

by hajile kalaike aka lotus

pardon self, sister

i should have known it was you

the one who i knew

from so long ago

who tenderly touched my soul

in the silence of peace

such a peaceful release

i received

and found

higher ground

ascension

involving a mountain of wisdom

i'd risen to the top

of your wise dome

internalizing your shown

unblind

visible satisfaction

inside subliminal

mind interaction

outer space adjacent

to time displacement

stimulation based on

minimal lust

attraction was primarily

just attachment

attaching to the way you think

listening to your third eye blink

as you express

what you learned

so turned on

by your synaptic links

my respect you earned

and maintained

and now you've gracefully

synchronistically

returned in plain view

pardon self, sister

i should have known it was you

but i didn't recognize

until i was close enough

to observe your eyes

i risked closeness

to your tempting proximity

while quietly examining

your soulful smile

i saw the beautful strength of the nile

and began drowning

in milk chocolately brown skin

smooth as a

new born child

a true born

nubian

snug in a mother's arms

of warm love

acknowledge this

blissful emmaculate concept:

shun the other paramours

ignore so-called lovers

fall in love

when you remember

how this one was

how this one loves

discover me

and soar like an eagle

my love is regal and prominent

very dominant and exhilirating

incorporating yin-yang balance correctly

as in Way of Tibet

freeness of Taoism

passionately

essential

as passage to India

and middle-eastern poetic sufis

all of which connect with sacred breath

from ancestral word

when sound of light

is astrally heard

my height and depth

are Pureland precepts

spoken as sensual lessons

nevertheless remaining

Divine Intellect

allow me to redirect

your elusive energy

escaping through your epidermic doors

as my heart pours its cardiac caramel

into yours

one this day

original mental pathway

creates an alternate

soulful arrangement

a fresh emotional bouquet

within your physical frame

to indicate a change

is coming soon

soon, a new african flower will bloom

i will subsequently

cherish each petal

and the mettle test

shall be passed

mutual presence of

tantric enlightenment

materialized

at last

we can proceed and build

if you choose

only if you remember me for true

and excuse my initial facial look

appearing too confused

pardon self, sister

i should known it was you.

the butterfly effect"

by hajile kalaike aka lotus

i will love you enduring hell or high water there is apparently no way we can alter memories we wish we could remember to forget can't change the unforgettable past and the present only lasts until tomorrow let's blow the sorrow like white sand in palm plan for unregrettable calm future days and nights rays of light are in the keepsake when we keep faith and hold it tight as a witness to our twist of fate i reckon i recollect this is how it gets in the midst of the butterfly effect how you affect me: width height and depth take away my breath put me on the verge of death and then catch me before i fall like falun gong we fall along benevolence compassion and forgiveness for instance we never let the sun set with either of us in a provoked state what for? love is like the Art of War it takes skill to master the battle at hand matters of the heart the logical mind won't always understand the difference between woman and man is pronounced but should be spoken in a silent way besides focusing on the similarities instead of what separates and divides we strive to reduce dominance of ego selfishness and pride with a ribbon in the sky we are tied as trained kindred spirits knowing the eternal beauty of Oneness Balance Yin Yang factor happily ever after the last chapter has ended after the mind is still after the heart has mended once upon a time when we were caterpillars not made of stone alone but alive and well comfortable in our own silky cocoons smooth as enlightened consciousness self-sufficient yet wishing for more contented although hoping for more meaning-filled situations in store infinite sessions soft and intimate what synchronistic Divine Coincidence twin souls maintaining status of Individuals but the attraction and undeniable attachment is mutual sharing time space and energy best of friends not enemies no enmity between us as it is on earth so shall it be above you're my reflection reflecting a love greater than love a feeling surpassing any feeling comprehension transcending some comprehension not to mention unnecessary lust thus to flutter in our solar plexus isn't enough for us to truly ascend winds sway daisies and nudge buttercups black lotus and blue orchid remain motionless panther and lioness mix and rest upon grassy meadow of Paradisaic stretch no stress just limitless width ethereal height and bottomless depth yes... this is how it gets in the midst of the butterfly effect.

"dawn"

by hajile kalaike aka lotus

please kiss me like the early morning sun in a quiet way and may the comfort of your touch remind me of why i need you so much and this love... this love i know is and always was worth the wait the tested quality of faith shows in the most subtle of ways on the most dismal of days when lonliness is my best friend i depend on you: my reliable form of escape from the blues and rain believe that i intend to be available in the same circumstance if by chance you restlessly dance with ill spirits especially on any given sunday or sabbath i establish this covenant with you like godly sacrifice or rainbow mirage may God use me to bless you like Spiritual Massage if need be as you continue to love me doing your job in the unselfish Way of the gods.

"gratification (floetry)"

by hajile kalaike aka lotus

i'm so taken by you i recognize the invisible butterflies inside forgive me i don't mean to be shy if not for my cultivated patience and self-control instant gratifaction could easily arrive as my deep brown eyes look into yours time stands still and flies at the same time and i can't deny my longing to continue looking into your mesmerizing eyes while i slide between your thighs after you do those little things i like that naturally make my nature rise it's no surprise my insecurities have subsided and died inside your heart the naked truth lies the overwhelming attraction overrides my fears of repeating sunny days and moonlit nights in spite of which i cried and cried but the tides have changed and now we're making love in so many different ways i'm tongue-tied so hard to express how much i appreciate you and the warm vibrations you provide my spirit soars and glides in the clear blue sky i surmise the strength of my love has penetrated your wise dome thinking you'll never be alone because i'll never say goodbye let me eternally surround your soul with a love stronger than pride until you look feel and sound satisfied it's just you me and this Heavenly Energy that keeps our spirits highly gratified.

"untitled dream"

by hajile kalaike aka lotus

this dream is timeless like the untitled memory of... the first kiss from the first love lasting forever her words take my breath away left speechless i keep this secret secret looking deep into her eyes is like gazing into messiah prophecy of eternal peace the way she moves is equivalent to cotton-soft footsteps on the moon defying the gravity of my mind persistently trying to hold her down in the context of "Woman" when she is so much more more like an Angel from a dimension unseen obscene measurements of tension preventing relaxation she thoroughly irradicates through osmosis naturally by just being herself her wealth is a diamond mind her heart is a gold mine of Love Divine personified i find i`m signing off lost in a maze of formless feelings i can`t put my finger on the slightest touch says so much so i stay still unwilling to reveal how much i long to touch the cusp of this subtle moon i swoon too easily doom surely looms overhead over dead roses with withered petals i lay in nostalgic trance transcending secure levels is falling in love the same as dancing with the Devil? the colour of my dream turns black my cracked heart remembers why it is in a condition like that as i slowly drift into a sea of memories eventually reaching a sort of silence i know too well i dwell within a bottomless abyss of nightmarish fear that even my Angel can`t save me from as i begin drown in the possibility of another musical dream without name becoming an off-key reality of pain.