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Jason Kinte

9/5/1999

THE CAUSE OF YOUR TROUBLES

By Jason Kinte

I am the cause of all your troubles

Yet you love me more than anyone else

You put me before wealth, before good health

You love me more than life itself

It was me who lead you astray

It was me who tripped you that time you fell

It was me who damned you, it was me who sent you to hell

And you still love me so much you want to be me.

You sing songs about me

You call yourself a medom-fighter

You protest for me

You march till your feet get blisters

Til they fire tear gas at you

Until they chases you with hoses

Until they catch you

Until they fire gunshots at you

You are willing to risk your life for me

You are willing to steal me

You are willing to kill others for my life

I saw you running for that knife.

And considering I only bring more misery

Considering I replace chains of bondage

With damning chains of responsibility

What is your defense of your preoccupation?

What is the sense in having me as the goal of your entire nation?

Why are you so optimistic about emaciation?

If it is reasonable I will let your obsession be

But please explain it to me . my name is free

..9/05/1997

CRIPPLED

By Jason Kinte


They are always treating me like I am crippled -

I don’t understand it

I can walk


They are always asking others about me

Why don’t they ask me?

I can talk


They are always trying to make excuses for me

I don’t understand why

I did nothing that needs to be excused


They are always trying to explain my nature

I don’t understand

What nature do they think they can explain?


They are always keeping an eye on me

I don’t see why

I always keep an eye on myself


They are always offering me advice

I don’t take it

I say I know what I am doing thank you very much


Next they ask me for specifics-.What is that that you know?

I don't understand it

They never tell me what they are doing

- even when they do it to me


They are always locking everything up when I am around

Even though its stuff they stole and

still don’t understand why

I don’t steal


They are always asking me for drugs

I don’t know why

I don’t deal


They are always offering me money

I don’t understand why

I never told them I was poor


They always think that I am outside in the cold

because I have no sense

Don’t they remember when they through

me outside and locked the door?

7/10/2003

UP THERE

By Jason Kinte

The white mist floats freely, harmoniously, expanding

I could see through it, knew it was there,

yet was not sure where it started or stopped - in fact, it didn't

Fresh like warm bread from my mother's oven when I was five

My first bite of a cheerful chocolate bar -

sweet and delicious, drinking of it was like fresh miracle water

after wandering through the dry dessert for 40 days dieing of thirst

"Just wait until you get to see it.

Just wait until you experience the never-ending love here"

Ultimate freedom that you can have yet not capture, keep,

but never exclusively, and are always happy to share

Release of burdens held from birth, almost forever,

never to be taken on again

"Come and bathe in forgiveness and freedom and

perfect completion that you can have forever"

A beautiful beat, making you tap your feet,

breakdance and freestyle and sing your favourite songs

Memories of playing in the park

as a kid without a care in the world

Love, Peace, Freedom

Forever

Heaven